Time is running faster than me

So... It's been a while.
I've been having really busy days.
Basically my course is ending and I have so many projects to make. One of it is huge!
I don't even have time to make videos anymore, not even post here.


All I can think of is that I literally have so little time to live.

I have been really lucky to have found someone that likes to spend time with me just as much as I and with that we've been together every Saturday since we met. We both have school projects that we try to hurry so we can go out...

I have to say, it has been a really big challenge for me to manage everything.

My work gives me headaches with the many trouble it gives me and the public transports are slowly making me crazier everyday. I literally have a story about how someone irritated me on the bus (or other) everyday!

Again, I'm really lucky to have found someone so nice.
Hopefully our friendship will only grow from here because honestly, I really need someone right now.
So much happened this year and it's only on half way!

Sometimes I fell like time is running faster than me, I can't keep up with everything all together.

I hope this wasn't too depressing, I'm just having a very hard time. See you next time!
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When you need to save money

So ever since I started saving money to pay for my course I noticed a lot of things I needed/wanted to buy.

It becomes harder to save when your wishlist keeps growing...

First I wanted better clothes, winter was aproaching and I literally had nothing warm enough. This year's winter feels colder than the ones before, I swear!
I wanted a rain-jacket but they're so expensive... Later I found out that the one I was checking had been on sale (30€!!!) and I failed to buy it...
Anyway I started by making sure I had at least money to pay for 4/5 months of my course and only then I started buying warmer and better quality clothing. After that I began saving again because that was all I needed.

It's hard saving money and wanting to go out because you know you have to control your spendings or just not spend at all.

That's what I did.

I stopped going out because I didn't want to waste my money. I started thinking that my course is more important to me and that you don't need money to have fun.

Today I can finally say I collected all the money I need for both my course and for public transport's passport. I honestly can't express how happy that makes me feel.

During this time I have been planning on what I'll be using my money from now on and I can say I'm pretty confident I will manage that!

I hope I inspired you somehow to start saving for the things you want.
And even if your wishlist keeps growing don't forget to do what's the most important thing to you!
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Money and independence

I started working right after I finished school. I didn't have a slight impression of how much I was going to earn (because we never get what's on the paper!!). As a teen I was so excited to finally have my own money, for my own stuff, that I completely wasted my first salary (2 days job). Literally spent 100€ on clothing...

I wasn't going to college because I failed my exams, so that was pretty much all I was doing: working and wasting.

I had already quit looking for options but my mother kept trying to open my eyes, telling me life doesn't end there and that I had to move on and do my best to manage a better future.

That's what I did after a while of constantly hearing her saying the same things over and over again.

She gave me a huge push! She got me working for a part-time company who barely gives me any break with so many job offers! Now I'm working for almost an entire year in the same place, I started working in the morning and now I'm full-time.

But one day it clicked on my mind that this can't be it.

I made myself think: what do you like to do the most?
And that lead me to so many answers. I kept thinking which one I would like to work on and finally got my final answer: Web Design. I searched all over the internet for a course where I'd match all the requirements and now I'm working all day and going to school at night. Studying what I like makes it so much easier to just live each day, even tho it makes me exhausted.

This is an adventure that I wanted to share here because so many people think that if you fail at something you just won't be able to stand again. The truth is there's always a way.

I hope this was somehow helpful and/or interesting to read and hopefully I'll see you around!
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Why did I make this blog?

So basically, this post is going to be about me just explaining the entire concept behind this blog.

I've recently started a YouTube channel: heyimsofs (if you're interested give it a look) where i just sit in front of a camera and speak from my heart whatever's on my mind. I've been giving it all that I can but the reason I don't post regularly (and that really bothers me and stops my growth) is that I work full time and I study at night .I spend the rest of my "free" hours in public transports going from home to work, to school, to home again and repeat it everyday...

So because I get home at night and then I don't have good lightning to make the videos I want, I'm unable to record as frequently as I'd like to.

This is the main reason why I'm starting this blog.

I can still "speak" from my heart and I don't need good lightning or try to look great and spend hours editing; I feel like this is more real.

Now, the concept of this blog was actually suggested by my mother who has been such a huge support for me!

Ever since I started working my life has become a big mess.
Here I'll be posting my adventures through adulthood and optimistically it'll be as entertaining as it sounds!

I hope I got your attention and I hope you'll give me a chance...
Thank you so much if you managed to read this far and hopefully I'll see you around!

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